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Oct. 31st, 2010 11:48 am[Filter: Private]
Dragons ... haha ... I think this is actually working.
The first thing he does is write to me and tell me about how badly he wants to see me, how only I can make this better. He doesn't even mention Violet. And he's so agitated and so scattered, he'll need me. The second he can find a second away, he'll be here, with me, and ...
And everything will just be ... back to normal.
... I should feel bad. Dragons, what I did to make this happen, it's awful. It is. I didn't just lie, I made Destin this miserable. It's my fault ...
But ... I don't. A little, but ... not enough to regret it.
This is the way it should be.
Dragons ... haha ... I think this is actually working.
The first thing he does is write to me and tell me about how badly he wants to see me, how only I can make this better. He doesn't even mention Violet. And he's so agitated and so scattered, he'll need me. The second he can find a second away, he'll be here, with me, and ...
And everything will just be ... back to normal.
... I should feel bad. Dragons, what I did to make this happen, it's awful. It is. I didn't just lie, I made Destin this miserable. It's my fault ...
But ... I don't. A little, but ... not enough to regret it.
This is the way it should be.
