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Oct. 31st, 2009 04:15 am[Filter: Private]
Ugh.
This is -- obsessive.
I don't know why it's bothering me so much, now. It's not ... well, it's not as if it hasn't bothered me before, thinking of them ... together. It bothers me all the time.
But I don't always just entertain it like this, either. All the time, going over and over through my head. Haha, they're all off to themselves in a private getaway, feeding each other food and ... ...
It doesn't matter that I know he doesn't -- that I know it's something he has to force himself to do. It doesn't matter that if I were as brave as he was, I'd be doing the same thing. It just -- just the thought of it, it sits so wrong, and I just can't get it out of my head, and work is only making it worse, and --
[Filter: Ally]
Er, hello, Ally. I was just wondering ... I have a little extra time, and it's been a while since we had a nice outing together. Do you have some time this afternoon and evening?
Ugh.
This is -- obsessive.
I don't know why it's bothering me so much, now. It's not ... well, it's not as if it hasn't bothered me before, thinking of them ... together. It bothers me all the time.
But I don't always just entertain it like this, either. All the time, going over and over through my head. Haha, they're all off to themselves in a private getaway, feeding each other food and ... ...
It doesn't matter that I know he doesn't -- that I know it's something he has to force himself to do. It doesn't matter that if I were as brave as he was, I'd be doing the same thing. It just -- just the thought of it, it sits so wrong, and I just can't get it out of my head, and work is only making it worse, and --
[Filter: Ally]
Er, hello, Ally. I was just wondering ... I have a little extra time, and it's been a while since we had a nice outing together. Do you have some time this afternoon and evening?
