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[Filter: Private]

I ... do miss her. Not that seeing her will help it, becuase I don't ... I don't miss the her that I left in Lucre. I miss just talking about anything and being friends. I miss not dreading being around her ...

What was I thinking, trying to use her to make myself into something that

What am I going to do?

[Filter: Destin]

... I need to leave for a bit. Back to Lucre ...