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softestsin) wrote2010-04-25 08:50 pm
softestsin) wrote2010-04-25 08:50 pm
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It would be ... good, if her proposal were to be approved.
Once, I would have been offended that she even considered it, but I've certainly changed that, haven't I? I suppose ... I suppose I've just come to see the value of being able to make up your own mind. So many people don't have that. Why should the church just ...
... I doubt they'll give it to her. She may be Sister Freya's pet project, but ... she's just a High Priestess, for now. Change like that would have to come from a Guardian.
But it's ... opening a door. A good door.
It's a step, I suppose.
... it's so hard, being close to her. Seeing her so ... well, pregnant. It's impossible to deny, to hide from ... I don't know what I'm going to do, what I'm going to say. I don't even know if it'll ever matter, if this just continues. It might. Haha. Dragons, it might ...
But Maire herself ...
She's not so bad, I suppose.
It would be ... good, if her proposal were to be approved.
Once, I would have been offended that she even considered it, but I've certainly changed that, haven't I? I suppose ... I suppose I've just come to see the value of being able to make up your own mind. So many people don't have that. Why should the church just ...
... I doubt they'll give it to her. She may be Sister Freya's pet project, but ... she's just a High Priestess, for now. Change like that would have to come from a Guardian.
But it's ... opening a door. A good door.
It's a step, I suppose.
... it's so hard, being close to her. Seeing her so ... well, pregnant. It's impossible to deny, to hide from ... I don't know what I'm going to do, what I'm going to say. I don't even know if it'll ever matter, if this just continues. It might. Haha. Dragons, it might ...
But Maire herself ...
She's not so bad, I suppose.