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Feb. 28th, 2010 09:10 pm[Filter: Private]
I just ... wish he hadn't told her.
It's one thing for her to know that we ... that's one thing. But to know details, to ... hear the stories when we fight ...
It isn't his place to tell her. I don't want her to know.
It's ... it's Lizzie. It's the same Lizzie that it always was. She's been there every step of the way, my whole life. I don't want her involved in any of this.
He didn't have any right.
... I just ...
I do want to fix this ... somehow ... but ...
Dragons, I don't even know. She's right, it's not going away, but I don't know how I can live with it.
I hate myself.
I just ... wish he hadn't told her.
It's one thing for her to know that we ... that's one thing. But to know details, to ... hear the stories when we fight ...
It isn't his place to tell her. I don't want her to know.
It's ... it's Lizzie. It's the same Lizzie that it always was. She's been there every step of the way, my whole life. I don't want her involved in any of this.
He didn't have any right.
... I just ...
I do want to fix this ... somehow ... but ...
Dragons, I don't even know. She's right, it's not going away, but I don't know how I can live with it.
I hate myself.